Not the sweatpants!!!!!


Oh, yeah. I’ve gotten to that point.

I’m very ashamed to admit that I no longer try to stuff Mt. Saint Muffin Top into my jeans. I’ve moved to sweat pants.

Slacker Fattie has reared her ugly head and actually ate Fit Bitch.

Whole.

Washed her down with a big ole soda and followed it with a giant piece of chocolate cake.

I bought some lingerie from Pure Romance and tried it on last night. I looked in the mirror and couldn’t believe what I saw. I should have looked closer to the model on the tag instead of a model for a full figured whatever.

That’s not me.

For anyone who hasn’t been following me for very long let me point out that I’m not obese. In a lot of people’s eyes I’m not fat. But as someone who used to weigh 103 lbs, 140+ is very big for me. I don’t know how much I weigh exactly because I threw my scale out over a year ago. I wasn’t comfortable at 128 lbs but at least my jeans fit without a whole lot hanging over. I don’t know how or why I’ve let myself go other than the fact that I’m lazy and deep down just haven’t cared. My goal is 115 lbs. I know I’ll never be 103 lbs again because I’m twenty years older and have had five babies. After baby number four I’d dropped to 110 lbs and friends told me I looked sickly. I just want to be happy and healthy again- and to stop writing whiney, woe-is-me posts.

I need to get back on Adderall because my ADD is more manageable when I’m on it and I exercise more. I feel like I’m to the point of having two choices- 1. Give up or 2. Dive in head first. I’m sure my readers are tired of me sliding backward all the time. I’m coming up on my fourth year of blogging and trying to get fit. I’ve wasted FOUR years!!

There are sixteen days left in the Sexy by New Year’s fitness challenge I’m in. I’ll be honest, I thought it already ended. LOL. I’m giving myself sixteen days. If I get off my ass and make Slacker Fattie cough up Fit Bitch I’ll keep blogging and working out. If I stay lazy shoveling food in my face, I’m done. I haven’t decided if I’m going to blog during the next sixteen days or not. I may just wait and surprise you all.

Who thinks I’m going to keep going and who thinks I’m going to fail? Be honest! I have to say if I were a betting woman I’d bet on Slacker Fattie. But Fit Bitch really likes her jeans!!

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14 thoughts on “Not the sweatpants!!!!!

  1. Been feeling same way. Ive fallin off and can’t get back on. Nice to not feel alone. I know you will get back on track.love your blog by the way.

  2. I know this is a serious subject, right there with you. however when I read your posts I can’t stop laughing… you make me feel like it’s OK to have these moments, to pick on myself, then pick myself back up… but you always bring a smile to my face when you do it. Still enjoying your blog.. and for the record I have faith in you… Fit Bitch will prevail 🙂

    • It’s readers like you that keep me going. Even if I fail I don’t think I could stop blogging. I’d feel like I would be letting people down. Ugh, you people just won’t let me give up. 😉

  3. Tell Fat Bitch to get off her Ass and get down to business!! No more whining, no complaining…put on that sports bra, gym shorts, and tennis shoes every morning when your alarm goes off. I’M WATCHING you girl and I Believe you can and will do this!!!!!!

  4. Thanks for stopping by my blog! What a small world we come from?!? Glad you found me though!

    Now, on to the sweatpants. Sounds like a blog I could have wrote in recent months. We have to fight back and show our determination. It will be hard and we will get frustrated, but we’ve gotta push on. We’ve gotta do this for ourselves!

    Go set your alarm, and get ready to work up a sweat in the morning! No giving up!

  5. Oh, I know how that feels! That’s how I was when I did weight watchers and dropped down to 136 lbs, I was so happy! I’ve been trying to get back there and I’m stuck at 146…sometimes I get to 142…I fluctuate a lot! Let’s get motivated and get to the gym or check out my WORKOUTS page on my blog. There are some great workouts I’ve posted there from OXYGEN magazine which I love. You can do them at home with no problems as long as you have a light pair of dumbbells. Good luck on your goals and HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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